Thanks everyone. All this means so much to me, honestly. It it very tough and life is a b**** at times but thats how you live and learn. If i think positive, im hoping college, work, sports, homework and trying to hang with friends while maintaining a relationship is just to much right now since college just started last week, hopefully after a few months, things settle down, a routine becomes normal and finally she will realized what happened and hopefully we can try again. This could happen and it also could not. I will just pray to god and hope for the best while in the meantime i will just do me and have a fun time in college and with friends. thanks again everyone.